“Huh,”
said Alexander. The four had assembled outside to watch the glowing
object grow and shrink in the distance.
“So,
is it some kind of Northern Lights thing?” Miranda said. She was
cuddled up against Alexander, wrapped in a blanket.
“I've
never seen any of the lights do that,” said Alexandria. “And it
seems too regular to be natural.” She was standing by herself, in
her oversized sweater. She had her arms crossed, and was shaking
imperceptibly.
“It's
spinning,” said Calvin. “That's the only explanation I can think
of for this kind of behavior.”
“So...
it's a spinning light way up in the mountains? Why?” Miranda said.
They
stood there, in silence, thinking about it. After a few minutes,
Alexandria suggested that they think about it inside over hot
chocolate. The idea was well received.
Alexandria
started to mix the cocoa, the sugar, and the salt together. It was
her grandmother's homemade hot chocolate recipe, a drink that had
brought comfort and community to her family for generations. Her
grandmother would come over for an extended period of time during
their Christmas breaks, when the twins were small, and she would make
the drink for them nearly every day.
Her
brother and her friends were talking about the light. Calvin was
sitting on one side of the old wooden table, which was scarred and
burned by years of heavy use. Alexander and Miranda sat on the other
side, still entwined. Alexandria felt a little sick just looking at
them.
“How
often do planes fly over these mountains?” asked Calvin.
“I
have no idea,” said Alexander.
Miranda
chipped in. “Now that you mention it, it really wouldn't surprise
me if there was sort of some flight path that went through here.
South east to north west, perhaps? Why? You think it's some kind of
warning light?”
“Honestly,
it reminded me a lot of a lighthouse,” Calvin said. “The light
has to be spinning, albeit slowly, to get that kind of a pattern. A
lighthouse for the sky? I'm not sure whether those exist. I'm not
sure whether they need
to
exist,” he said. “I would suspect that the computers aboard the
craft know about the mountains and take natural barriers into
account.”
“What
if it's for amateur pilots?” asked Miranda. “The ones who are
doing things more by eye and map than by computer? Those people
exist, you know. Hobbyists, and all that.”
“I
suppose,” said Calvin. “It seems like a lot of trouble to set
something like this up for such a small group of people.”
“Lex
said on the drive that we're in the middle of no where,” said
Miranda. “It's true; this range can't be well known. It's not the
Tetons, or Yellowstone or anything. I grew up in Wyoming, and I've
never heard of this range before.”
“I
find it hard to believe that someone would take the trouble to learn
how to fly a plane, map a path cross country, and not notice this
mountain range on it,” said Calvin.
Alexandria
started pouring in the milk and the cream, and mixing it all
together.
“What
if you decided not to look at the map?” asked Miranda. “You could
discover a lot about America by flying over it, and not really
knowing where you're going.”
Calvin
leaned forward. “The set of adventuring romantic amateur airplane
pilots is too small to support such a structure.”
Miranda
leaned forward too, getting into the argument and away from
Alexander. “What if the same person who built the lighthouse is one
of those kind of pilots?”
“Why
would he do it for himself?”
asked Alexander. He looked sullen, and almost not interested. He
reached out to try to bring Miranda closer to him, but she shrugged
him off.
“Well,
what if she just likes lighthouses?” said Miranda. “And maybe
it's not
a lighthouse, you know? It could be a lot of things.”
“Such
as?” asked Calvin, curiously.
“Well,
I don't know,” Miranda said. “But I'm sure there must be
something.”
She leaned back into Alexander's arms again.
Calvin
leaned back, and brushed the sandy hair out of his eyes. “I'm not
sure I can think of anything else either,” he admitted.
“Think
about the guy inside it, though,” said Alexander. “I don't think
there's a road that goes up that far. How on earth would he have made
this? And why? It would have taken immense effort.”
“We
can ask him tomorrow,” said Alexandria. She sat down at the table
next to Calvin. The hot chocolate ingredients had all been combined,
and the mixture was heating up. It would be ready in a few minutes.
“Tomorrow?”
said Alexander.
“Yes,
tomorrow. I'm feeling very sore and moody after driving all day, and
some exercise would be just the thing. The Crystal Lake trail goes
near that peak, and I seem to remember a gully that should get us to
the ridge. It shouldn't be too hard to find the place and figure out
what's going on.”
“If
you know where it is, and you've hiked around the area,” said
Miranda, “Why haven't you seen this before?”
Alexandria
paused. “That's a great question. Maybe the light was only turned
on recently. Or maybe tonight is just unusually clear? No, wait, that
doesn't sound right, this night isn't that
clear. I don't know either. We can ask him that tomorrow, too, when
we hike up.”
Miranda
looked over at Alexander. “I don't think we'll be going on your
hike,” she said, quietly.
Alexandria
looked at her, and bit her lip. There were a lot of things that she
really, really wanted to say, that she didn't.
“Alexander
and I have some stuff to talk about,” Miranda said, looking back at
Alexandria, and nodding slightly, thin lipped.
Alexandria
stood up. “Can I talk to you for a second?”
Miranda
stared steadily back at her. “I think we've had this conversation
already,” she said. “And I don't know that any of us would profit
from having it again.”
Alexandria
looked at her brother. He looked incredibly uncomfortable, and
perhaps a little miserable too. She snarled, and stormed into her
room. She was surprised when Calvin followed her in.
“I
thought you weren't staying here,” she said, sniffing, without
turning around.
“I'm
not,” Calvin said. He sounded careful. “I thought you might want
to talk to someone.”
Alexandria
turned around. That was remarkably perceptive of him.
“She's
going to tell Al that he should drink brews. She's going to say that
they're going to help him,” she said, sitting down on her bed.
Calvin moved to the wooden rocking chair.
“You
don't think they will?” he asked.
“No!”
she said.
“Why
not? It's a chemical guarantee.”
Alexandria
thought about it. “It's a lie. A cheat. His life
is what's causing him to be sad, and those brews don't change a damn
thing about his life.”
They
sat in silence for a bit. She could hear one of the two outside get
up and take the pot off of the stove and start to pour it into mugs.
She only heard two of them being filled up.
“Why
were you making the hot chocolate tonight?” Calvin asked. It seemed
an abrupt change of subject.
She
thought of her childhood. How she could come in from a long day of
cold sledding, the snow gathered icily in her brown hair. How she
would come in from a long day of snowball fighting, sometimes her
nose bloody from the ice balls the boys down the road would throw at
her. The warm and gentle hot chocolate her grandmother would make her
always made her happy, whether it was prolonging the joy or replacing
the sadness with something greater.
“Were
you cold?” Calvin asked.
She
was, but she knew that it wasn't the reason she had decided to make
the hot chocolate. She made it because she was sad. How Calvin seemed
to know all this, she had no idea.
“No,”
she whispered. “I made it because I wanted to be happy.”
“What's
the relevant difference between what you're doing and the brews?”
Alexandria
put her head in her hands. She felt disoriented, lost, confused. And
she was incredibly frustrated at herself for feeling like crying. And
even more frustrated that she was about to do it in front of her
friend.
Calvin
stood up, and walked to the window. He looked out the frosty glass at
the white orb, spinning slowly above him. Alexandria was very
thankful he wasn't looking at her anymore. He said nothing, but
watched the light very intently.
“I
can think of a host of differences,” he said quietly. “But I
don't know enough about you to know whether they're relevant.”
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Author’s Note in Comments
Hello, dear readers,
ReplyDeleteIt's sure hard to get back into the writing game after so much inactivity. I'm hoping to bang out Chapter 21 before I go to bed tonight, and be only two days behind instead of three. Hence the super short author's note.
Thanks, as always, for reading,
john